Waiting (for the longest amount of time!)

ramadhan : the perfect month to exercise our patience level.

as people who read this blog know, i am currently the best unemployed man in ampang. (im going to scale myself to ampang only because in the world seems so far fetched!). and based on my previous blog (which i'll probably bury in 1 month's time), so much had been going on around the scope of obtaining jobs etc. a lot of decisions, a lot of stress for sure, and at the end of the day, i lost and i went emo.

the emo-ness is in the healing process (thank god, kan?), but the scar is still there. i've been isolating myself pretty well, unpertubed by my parents and siblings as i just dont feel the fairness of my condition. and basically im just waiting for them to call me (P**).

i've clocked three months, THREE months of doing nothing that generates income. i am at my wit's end; my bank accounts are depleting, the notion of duit raya is impossible as im no longer studying, and i feel bad having my dad giving me money for me to run my daily life!

please please please, CALL ME. QUICKLY. next week, monday. please? dear Allah, im praying real hard for this,and i;ve been waiting for so long, im hoping it will turn out fine.

ameen.

ps: am thinking of deleting that old blog. tengoklaa.