Alhamdulillah…
After waiting for more than 3 months (gosh that is long!), my prayer has been answered. Thank you Allah, syukur!
I will start working today (Wednesday), and have to be there by 8am.
What do I feel as of now? I feel anxious, afraid and excited at the same time. Anxiety kicks in because of doing something that will change and dictate where I go in my life (career bebeh). Afraid because I will be meeting new people and I am not sure whether I will fit in, as I am rather an introvert person; I need time to warm up to people. Excited because I will be meeting new people and this statement is contradictory to afraid. Fml.
So, the notion of raya holiday will not be there, as I had expected if I got selected. And I got selected yahoo? Haha. Yes, there will be no extra holiday for me, and I have to be back in KL on Sunday. And and and, the best part is, the whole family will be having the 1st raya in KL as well (Friday). How fun can that be? *sarcasm*
Please, no duit raya from me, as I have no money and my 1st paycheck will only be available by the end of September which is way far ahead and stop thinking about it because I cannot provide you the money but my parents could and so do my brothers including my sister in law and I hope I will it from them too although it seems that I will get only the boot from them as I am already working. Blarhg.
Again, alhamdulillah syukur.
Ps: will blog more about this later as I need to catch my forty winks!
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